chase this light

people who don’t give a fuck about their education. i feel like i’ve ranted about this before though. hit up my ask if you’d like me to rant again :)

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we haven’t lived in the same area in over ten years but we’re still friends but we have bad luck with time differences and shit so it’s sometimes hard to stay in touch :(

1. zumba tomorrow. is that weird?
2. tBell on friday with erica
3. LEAP reunion
4. being able to call my mom on tuesday without dealing with calling card shit
5. being done with midterms, but that wont happen for a while

BS. enough said. obviously to the first part of the prompt.

1998; I was 5.

it was when I lived in Russia, it was the best. it was before dad got diagnosed, before family stuff became difficult, before knee problems, it was when I had the safety blanket of being young, when I was sheltered from how hard everything is, it was kindergarden, best friends forever, snow all day everyday (or might as well have been during the winter), it was mrs kryzack, when sneaking around meant sitting behind the couch and trying to creep over to watch ed, edd, & eddy since I wasn’t allowed…it was great.

• intelligence
• respect
• outgoingness
• trustworthy
• someone who finds a reason to fucking give a shit, about anything. does that make sense? probably not

the way they treat their environment, whether it be literal (GO GREEN), or abstract, the people, the animals, that fly on the wall, the way they treat themselves as a part of it

the big picture is what makes someone beautiful in my eyes

they aren’t as great as you think.

“Every once in a while, people step up they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you and sometimes they fall short. ”

to have somewhere to voice my true thoughts without being judged

sadly it turned into a place to keep a record of who I once was…it doesn’t always have my true thoughts anymore and I think before I post, which also sucks

I guess I look up to a lot of people for different.

my brother has that personality where people just want to be around him and that’s amazing and it seems so flawless for him. my mom and dad have/had a great sense of determination and like they went far and are/were so smart. my sister’s randomly one of the smartest, like intelligent people I know, she knows like EVERYTHING or at least acts like it without being douchey, i had great teachers in highschool with this great sense of passion that radiated from them as they spoke and that was outstanding, i wish i could be like that

i guess within everyone, there’s something I idolize about them and wish I had in myself. there’s no one set idol who seems perfect to me, ya know?